Realism

I kept searching for it all my life
But could not find it.
Had always this doubt, why am I giving so much into it ,even after knowing what the real truth is.
Everyone need their results... No one wants to know the plight behind it
There's always a screaming face behind the elated one.

My childhood was all in dark, no red roses or colourful ribbons....
You will only find black sketches and pleas to god ,crying for help....
U might wonder , why didn't I call for someone known...thats even the worse...they always were one sided and overheard my voice...

I pray no child goes through such bad phase ..That I have gone through....
I just want peace of mind ...just let me know where to find it.
Even if it cost my life , I am ready for it... atleast after a long wait I will get what I want.

I don't want to be someone else slave....I want to work for myself...

I am not in a position  to get seperated  and live a life for myself...
But I will sure wait for it.... 
Or may be I will die with this thought.

I know the truth...but fail to accept...just want someone to tell its not real...all this is just a dream that will soon get over.
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Date: 7/16/2018 12:27:00 PM
Hello Zeba I totally agree with my friend the lyric Man.We do escape in poetry. We also heal in poetry. Nice to meet you. have a nice day my friend.
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Zeba Erum Ansari
Date: 7/16/2018 11:08:00 PM
Thanks man. I never write out of pleasure.Its just something in the moment that forces me to pen it down.
Date: 7/16/2018 7:57:00 AM
The truth can be a very hard pill to swallow.. but it also is a reality we cannot escape.. except in our poetry!
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Zeba Erum Ansari
Date: 7/16/2018 11:10:00 PM
True man...atleast poetry gives me a virtual world of my own,where I can imagine anything.
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