Ranting Thoughts Come From Sleep 06-2014

I am not here I do not exist My screams are silent and go unheard everything is pointless in sleep comes dreams that radiate peace they tell me everything will be okay though beautiful the creatures be though beautiful the galaxies though enormous the feeling of connection with everything and nothing when I awake they're gone they were not real they were just dreams like myself the imaginings of other beings people see what they want to see people perceive what they are given in dreams it encompasses everything and nothing it all exists as one and upon waking it all becomes divided and even "nothing" no longer exists except in the minds of those whom try to transcend their bodies, minds and souls thinking they understand enough to accept that knowledge and that nothing is something to be achieved without understanding that nothing is everything and everything is nothing it is simply a state of being and this place it's not a state of being it is a state of experience a state of existing as a piece of an unknown whole separated from that which would give the ultimate content a being of nothing and everything at once but here, while in this plane I experience and exist in the minds of others sent to perceive to give the whole the rest an understanding of existence while I long for completion and link back to nothing I exist, but I don't and the screams of my experience go unheard because they are a piece only part and the whole of everything and nothing is greater than just that piece one cannot transcend that which they have been given until it is given and taken back into the whole no longer a separate piece the experience absorbed and become a part again of nothing and everything then it will be heard to exist it to experience one cannot escape their existence by death they have to accept and will be accepted by the whole