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unbearable agony for months heavy painkillers that don't do much psychologicaly screwing me up in the midst of your cure for my obsessive compulsive disorder the guy who leaves to make it all make sense undeniable the amount of pain constantly throbbing from my right testicle concerned for the lives of 800 people who may be poisoned from their own environment yet im the bad guy who just got arrested for caring sent to a torture chamber facility they call a hospital the lump that grew on my jaw doesnt concern you? the bleeding of my bowels is not enough finaly get to a doctor after being stranded in this nightmare hard to think clearly about this situation when the 911 operator tells me who i should call to take responsibility for something they obviously dont care about scared to suffer in that little room with nothing to do on camera, so i leave the one chance to stop the pain out of fear so i call and i call number after number dead end again and again frustrated, tired, annoyed no hot water no heat rent soo high i cant afford to eat cuffs on so tight crying the whole 2 hour drive to the hospital this is what you have done to me the saint telling you about the cure in the center of witchcraft for the black plague and the lie they lived for christmas no point calling amnesty international allah almighty on the other end never seems to come to my rescue just learning to drive cant afford my medicine let alone food the 30 dollar trip just to get to the next town is an expense i cannot afford suffering from heartbreak after losing the love of my life someone else who doesn't care if i lose my balls a brother who only comes to see the family when they are sick as if he's gonna cash in if you don't think your saw horror movie series is sickening in this situation jigsaw is your war hero so round and round we go again

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