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Put On a Happy Face

Put on a happy face when I release taut fingers from your pallid cheeks. Promises and empty lies are sported clichés that spoil a silenced vocabulary. A quieted understanding we've vocally committed to; barks a matted-jackal’s constitution - perceiving morose consequences of blind subservience. Put on a happy face and fetch me dinner. Ever flickering nuances, once ignited a Brigadooned morning sunrise - where woolen-blackened comforters backlit our sordid differences. Now, our prom attire has been burned. The carnations, the orchids - have perished. The beguine hasn’t begun. It has ended. Finalized and fortunately forgotten. A pale orchid-colored icepack, for your left eye, would match your handbag and shoes quite nicely. Put on a happy face and lint-guard the disheveled derelict. Forever falling forward, we've suddenly landed. No need for saline solution anymore; I cry when I hap hazardously laugh. A silenced vocabulary realized the words tryst and trust was separated by one letter; why or you…or me, for that matter completes the unfinished symphony. The disenchanted beguine floats into a tear-filled Cinderella dank nightfall – as I stare into the cornea of a brittled pink carnation. My hand, like a fringed strop, needs to remove the strains of a “Mea-Culpa” leitmotif and flog the iniquities of one’s self. Put on a happy face, goddamnit and tell me why you’re gone! Toasted marshmallows is a perfume created for misguided Girls Scouts. Fervent mongrels who refrain from selling photo-pressed carnations and poisonous orchids - dumbly courtsey when idiotic adolescent daydreams prevail upon the blatantly obvious. Thirteen stitches and a numerous array of callous welts reprised our endless beguine. Passion is said to perish in embers. One last charcoal for us to eye and envy. A burnt carnation. A scarred, trembling orchid. The smoldering remains we'll inhale - when this lost and lonely soldier removes the smudged greasepaint from his broken fingertips and eyelashes to painfully and pitifully put on a happy face just for you.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2011




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Date: 5/20/2016 6:57:00 AM
Awesome and refreshing. A jaw breaking 7.
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Date: 5/6/2013 9:35:00 PM
I am facinated by the wording of this write John; I sense you are quite a serious person; hoping things are improving for you both these days Joe..)
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Date: 8/20/2012 4:23:00 PM
A very sad and emotional write with this wonderful poem you have penned. love phyl
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Date: 6/21/2012 3:49:00 PM
John congrats on your win..David
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Date: 6/20/2012 11:41:00 AM
John, somehow I have a smile on my face, probably because I got to read this sad beauty from you.. So cool to see you on the list tonight! Congratulations on your win, love Wilma
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Date: 6/20/2012 10:31:00 AM
Congratulations on your well deserved win!
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Date: 6/20/2012 9:35:00 AM
Wow, John! Once I started reading this, I just couldn't stop-- you have this way of writing that just takes your readers for one memorable poetic ride. Then your last lines always leave an impact. I read Carrie's comments below and I couldn't agree more! Super congrats on your win, and I hope you continue to post poems here.
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Date: 6/20/2012 8:07:00 AM
What a wonderfully unexpected surprise to see you here, John!!! It has been so long since we have had the pleasure to read a poem from you....and here is an example, in this emotional and compelling story of loss, another outstanding poem, and another reminder of why you are still one of the best of the best poets! I hope this means you are back for awhile. (and hope everything else is well, in your "real" life!!)
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Date: 6/20/2012 6:39:00 AM
Congratulations on your win in Chris' "A.gain" contest John. Love, Carol
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Date: 6/11/2012 4:57:00 AM
This is great... I really enjoyed it. Nice to get such a blessing in such a beautiful monday afternoon.
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Date: 12/31/2011 4:42:00 AM
Congrats on the feature, John and have a success filled New Year. Vince
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Date: 12/27/2011 7:28:00 AM
Congratulations on your well deserved featured poem this week Mr. Heck. I wish you the best on your writing endeavors in the new year. Love, Carol
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Date: 5/25/2011 8:02:00 AM
cont...I enjoyed the two of you fellows, (Catie too)....discussing your work...and discussion where you get your fodder for poetry. I too, will read something in the news, or wherever...and somehow the idea for a poem begins. I knew exactly what you meant about the diner story. So fun listening to you John! Congratulations!! IF>>>(A BIG IF) I were ever to do well in Drakes future contests ...I would hire you to read for me...LOL !!!!!!! Baaaakk baaaak..call me Chicken Little! lol)
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Date: 5/25/2011 7:56:00 AM
Before I go on to chat....I must comment on this amazing poem....how many unknown faces behind closed doors you speak of here?...would be a daunting (and a haunting) number, I do believe. You write with such a gifted, and heavy hand..so amazingly!! And yet, last night you chose a sonnet to read on the radio!!! You are full of surprises!! It was a blast to listen to the two of you! I would be such a 'chicken little' to read a poem..my voice would crack like giving a book report in grade school!!
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Date: 5/15/2011 8:28:00 AM
Still as brilliant as ever, challenging me to read deeper and deeper on every reread of your work. A poignant poem and so very enjoyable to read. Well done. xoxo
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