Private Tears
I questioned everyone and everything back then,
Except you... so much that I sat in that mess,
I watched those click of vipers brain washing your soul,
I felt overwhelmed and outnumbered yet I still didn't let go,
I wanted to shake you and wake up your heart,
Even if it meant making myself look foolish, so I played the part,
I made it look as if I didn't know,
So you would wonder and search your own soul,
I knew what I was up against, so I turned it around,
So you would search yourself instead of the crowd,
I knew the influence of all the voices you would hear,
And I knew my voice was small and simple compared to every one there,
So what looked dead to you was actually truly alive,
I knew you would dig deeper because we are very much alike,
I felt your words penetrate my soul,
It was as if I was talking to myself when I'm all alone,
It was mind-blowing to say the least, but in my heart I knew,
Right where you were at, because in my heart I was you,
And all of a sudden, I knew why I was there,
The connections, the dreams, the heart in your stare,
The pull that brought me where God wanted me to be,
It was through the heartache of a dream I couldn't get past or see,
He spoke to me with tears in his eyes,
Yet I never knew him a day in my life,
But it was his love for you that had me sit and wait,
I never understood until that day,
And I was not about to let the crowd see,
The tears of love that he shared with me,
Copyright © Cortney Bartholomew | Year Posted 2025
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