Pretend You'Re With Me - Becoming Undone
(Spoken) Are you having a bae day?
Are you having it your way?
You don't show any consideration towards me, going astray
I'm going to phade away into the night, since you aren't my sun-shining day
Dismay is what you make me feel
You think everything's not a big deal
But you'll feel my rain of pain someday
You'll be on track on my torture train one way or another
The sky is the color of blue and gray
My past, present and future isn't a mighty blur, getting over the love flu and becoming mature
Lord, be my cure to this disease of worry please...
Ease my mind from the twists and turns of everyday life...hear my prayer and pleas
Verse 1: In my wildest dreams,
I cuddle with you close
Breaking by the seams
It hits me that everything goes
Something in the way you move makes me inspired
Stay away from the ugliness in my soul, the beauty expired
No longer desired...
So tired and wired differently...no longer admired
Phading out of your vision
You and I are running out of the time
I plead on my knees, don't take me away till my job is done
I'm only human, committing a selfish crime...this time, a valueless dime
Pre-chorus: Before me, I see blemishes of the blues
Come back, I want to place my feet in your shoes
Scarred for life
Wishing for a better tomorrow
Living with strife
Sipping in childhood sorrow
Chorus: Entertain me, pretend you're with me
I'm over you, pretend you're without me
Brain going insane, bad luck on my tongue
My eyes are enlightened, my door bell rung
Don't be ashamed of being who you are
Everyone will know you as a champion in heart
You're the best thing that has happened to me, my shining star
Allow me to push away the sinister death cart
Verse 2: Those three sweet words ring like a doorbell
Becoming undone, becoming undone but oh well
It's you and I, torn apart
So say goodbye...take heart...I gave you my heart but in return you tore it apart from the start
You're the iceberg that broke me in pieces
You're the urge that I loathe with all my heart
You're the dream, dressed as a nightmare
You're the shattered self esteem when I look in the mirror...
I crash down on the floor
Knives in your eyes pierce my own
Is there any hope in store?
I tried calling you, but you ignored my call...answer your phone
Pre-chorus: Before me, I see blemishes of the blues
Come back, I want to place my feet in your shoes
Scarred for life
Wishing for a better tomorrow
Living with strife
Sipping in childhood sorrow
Chorus: Entertain me, pretend you're with me
I'm over you, pretend you're without me
Brain going insane, bad luck on my tongue
My eyes are enlightened, my door bell rung
Don't be ashamed of being who you are
Everyone will know you as a champion in heart
You're the best thing that has happened to me, my shining star
Allow me to push away the sinister death cart
Verse 3: Cut it out...stop pouting like a child, recovering from a sugar high
It ain't cute...the way you're acting is threatening me
Feeling like I'm cornered...I don't know why I fell for your lie
I'm in vain...the day of our lives was a yesterday's fantasy
My solitude's solace is my haven
I'm the heavenly dove and you, the hellish raven
Give me a moment to breathe in and out
You hurt my feelings...you know what I'm talking about
I had enough of you, playing the victim
You were all I ever loved, my unique whim
I lost all self-control and patience,
Starting a fight, showing no mercy or innocence
Pray for deliverance...
While I seek repentance
I will remain in your remembrance
Fenced in by your ungratefulness...show some reverence and considerance
Pre-chorus: Before me, I see blemishes of the blues
Come back, I want to place my feet in your shoes
Scarred for life
Wishing for a better tomorrow
Living with strife
Sipping in childhood sorrow
Chorus: Entertain me, pretend you're with me
I'm over you, pretend you're without me
Brain going insane, bad luck on my tongue
My eyes are enlightened, my door bell rung
Don't be ashamed of being who you are
Everyone will know you as a champion in heart
You're the best thing that has happened to me, my shining star
Allow me to push away the sinister death cart
Verse 4: We are a different story, written in different time periods
We aren't on the same page...it reduces me to utter rage
I see you, envying the fact that you hang 'round your favorite buds
I wait for the appropriate time to say that I want to engage
In this love affair,
But you are a game of truth or dare
I dare you to love me unconditionally
Pretend to be with me frankly...truly...
Don't scream at me or start a riot with me again,
My one and only everything
Copyright © J.W. Earnings | Year Posted 2015
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