Pressure Induced Rant

I'm more than halfway to the gates
or so the statistics fancy to say.
Seen a lot but want to see a whole lot more.
Haven't suffered or laughed enough
Need a few more scars and scuffs.

Need to grow up a little, but I'm trending down.
Need to hide pain efficiently and struggle on more gracefully.
Buttress the weaknesses-maintain the strengths.
Though I don't have enough mental mortar.

Need to toss these streaks of jealousy in the pit.
Need to pare down this gigantic bucket list.
Appease some goals-go for one last blitz.

But I'm running low on energy and time.
Where are those auxiliary tanks of life?

I need to pray more?

Have I done enough for family and friends?

I need to be humbler
Have I done enough for myself?
I've got to stop whining.
Be a bigger man-struggle on in stoic silence. 

I need to pray for others more-and mean it
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Romios Avatar
March 31, 2019 at 10:32 PM
Hi, Anthony! I welcome each line of this soul searching work. It's obvious you think deeply and take us with you... I don't think it's your end days at all. In fact, wish more people in this world asked such questions.Cell phones can't compare to you, Anthony. Panagiota
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March 31, 2019 at 10:04 PM
The last four lines had me smiling from ear to ear.
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