Precepts

I'm so sick of your precepts
Like having Christ in my life 
Doesn't give me f****** room to make a mistake  
Like I'm just supposed to live and forgive  
With every one that's walked away   

I'm so sick of your precepts  
Like I'm damned to hell  
Just for having a drink in my hand  
You see me puffing on a cigarette  
Just trying to smoke the pain away  
Yet you think there must be something wrong with me 

I'm so sick of your precepts 
Like living a life for God 
Means I can't live life having a flaw 
You judge me from a church's pew
Casting your stones with a blind eye
As if I'm the one living a lie

I've seen you walk your own narrow road 
Crowning yourself from your righteous throne
But all I see is a heriacy
Never extending grace or mercy 

I'm not trying to say I've got it all figured out 
But I've heard the cries, the screams, the shouts 
I refuse to believe a god that doesn't see the tears
A god that doesn't embrace you through your fears

I know I've received a gift I can never repay 
A life once lost, a life made new 
I wasn't created to have the perfect story 
But through the bullsh**, give God the glory 


In a weird way there is a beauty in cursing to the sky
Since when is a prayer supposed to be a lie 
So I'll live with this broken faith 
And I will live to hate
Every false precept
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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September 19, 2018 at 1:53 PM
I can relate
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