Pornography

It took me years but I'm over you. I compromised my intergrity and dignity for you. I left it on the backburner and you were my priority. Things were not easy but as long as I had you I was happy. I was changing into the man you wanted me to be. Denying truth as I worshipped your lies and deciet. Until one day, when I was with you. I started to see signs saying WHAT WE HAVE IS UNTRUE. I see  you're calling my home, telling me you miss me. Sending messages through my friends that you are looking for me. I ask um : HOW IS SHE? WHERE DOES SHE DWELL? NEVER MIND. I KNOW.  SHE'S LIVES IN HELL.