Poetic War Codes of Suspicious Behaviour

Body a box, box on wheels for this marble marble of a mind sphere of influence influence on overdrive slow down your mind boxing your mind, closed wide nice and close, closer than before to the undersatnding of a new prpose, when midlife pointlessness, and automatic inner battles rage, fighting with me, and whats real inbetween where everything hurts, ohnestly does the pain ever fade look at her doll house look at her kitchen we look like we're doin all right the boys keep fighting fighting something getting the best of you girls not consuming consuming the substance of testotserone making us mean they have learned to be mothering mothering and they will see the blind who lead are the examples of those, are not decieving, but promises of gold promises of gold promise yourself your promise land lies in body mind and soul and from their your sphere of influence will be your own the saints may come to save you Medication wont fix me, the drugs just do the same thing, lie to myself i lie to myself to shelter myself, scared to do whatit might take, scared to do what i might have to, desperate m,easures, arms away, desperate measures a foot away desperate houswives desperate mom and dads desperate society o crooked towns the crookd hallway, in the crooked house, on my crooked street, the crooked block it was on in a crooked town where the war was with drugs unravelling the chase of the goose you thionk your gonna get away poisoning our families under rug swept we are a team we play this game against you on the computer trhis code we learn tell s the cia where we say it go down and your liscence plate i'll get my award on ebay they have been planning this for years, its not a sattelite, the things they sing a puzzle to figure out for your reward one day, if youd send fan mail, see it theuir way Send away all of my fanmail and join the generation, try to figure out the next message of what your saying, i think your trying to warn me maybe, your trying to reward me, i think you all do, fit together, a game fo r all fools, but is it safe to figure you out am i allowed cause i dont think soo \my instinmct tells me not to but there needs to be a cover up if i have to live with it id rather have it under rug swept if i have to ill do it