Poet?...

Poet?... ME?..im not a poet....cant you see? IM NO POET!!...cant you hear? NOT a poet...sorry dear Never once have I wrote a simile Only this pen and pad is a friend to me All these tears in my eyes no one hears my cries So when im called a poet I sit and wonder why "Poet".... Not I, You said poet?...THATS a lie CLOSE to a poet?.....More like a joke! Mind of a poet?...what kind of hoax... Not at all will I fall to that label My shooken up mind is not even stable Perfect a poem? Im not even able I'd rather sit and hide.....under a table :( Poet?! Not this lady, feelings in words?...give that a maybe Poet where??....SHOW ME NOW Poetic vibes?...tell me HOW! No poet can experience the life im in Surrounded by games that I'll never win Feelings as if ill never smile again... Tears falling from a world of hate..full of sin :( Sighs...poet WHO?..im no poet!...maybe YOU! NOT a poet...im just ME Life of depression...cant you see?