Please Show Me

Yeah im in a state Between depression and anxiety And i can’t escape cuz I feel like the world always lies to me. What is my fate? Cuz i feel like im drowning here Where’s is the place they said it was safe But feels like theirs eyes surrounding me. Innocence of babes Till we are cut to the core and All of our dreams and hopes Spill onto the floor. Feels like im at war. Fog in my head. Sharpness in chest. Vision blurry How do I comprehend? No more Light at the end of the tunnel It feels like it’s all closing in. There was a time. Life was more than sublime I could do anything. Even breathe clearly Without wanting to cry. Needing to scream Don’t even feel like a human being. Rarely been noticed, hardly been seen More and more rips in the movie screen. There where days That i had so much to talk about but It went away. And now all i do is Curse it out. Am i a mistake? I can’t really tell if i am or not. Please show me the way I don’t mind the help i just need A way to let it all out.