Please Give Me Some Time

I am bewildered as to how to carry on my write ups! With my eyes all time into the bookish stuffs; Teachers and proffessors praise me for my talents- But still they scold me for studies making me silent. I am bewildered as to how to think positive! With all men in power stressingupon negatives; They say us to be optimists- But neither thet act nor allow us to be good artists. I am bewildered as to how to invent new in life! With mind in tension where I thrive; They tell me you will do great- But the same warns me perform or fret. So much contradicts in this world of mine- To write and find new please give me some time!!