Please Forgive Me

Flipping back the pages of my time I realised I messed up some times Given a stage in a dance hall But kicked myself hard in the balls Wrecked in the shame of my fall A loved one I can no longer call I'm sorry for the truth untold And for the lies that bursted in the cold The lust that maimed me I allowed An own goal that should be disallowed The man in me drained and left me in hallows It wasn't a game I wanted to play Was a trade I thought we would gain Faced with a scene that was insane Ought to be a night of solace But ended up a slap on your face I know this apology is long delayed I just hope it's never too late I cant stand the shame I brought to your space I apologise for the shame I caused For the pain rather than love Heartbreak and the rude shock It wasn't what it's worth Wishing I can do this in person But can't stand the judgement of treason I goofed, and I had no reason for that No matter how long I freeze my woes within My apology won't have the best of season. I regret my actions and inactions And I hope you heal and forgive me I'm sorry please Wasn't my intent to cause you hurt