Please...

Please don't tell me that one day I'll be fine, Your grief is different, it isn't mine. Please don't say you understand, cause you Weren't there firsthand Please don't explain how bad you feel, I don't wanna hear it, it still is unreal. Please don't justify that it could of been worse he's all i had to make me complete Please don't cry to me, looking for my shoulder in Which to lean, I have enough weight on my shoulders, It hurts, I could scream. Please don't tell me I'm not handling this right, You have no idea, everyday is a constant struggle, A constant fight. Please don't say you're gonna help me through this all, I know you plan on leaving the second I fall. Please, take no offense to the words I write, I mean Nothing by them, I've just had a hard night. Please don't ever let me push you away, No matter how much I deny it, I need you every second Of everyday. All I have to ask is that you listen when I cry, You hug me when I need it, please just don't Ask why. Please listen to me, when I talk about good times, When I bring him up, even if it rhymes. Please don't change the subject, even if it breaks My heart, because I need to deal with missing him, Crying in front of you is just a start.