Pieces Return

I’ve seen the distance in my eyes, trapped in the moments I can’t disguise. I’ve felt the tension in my voice, A trembling heart without a choice. I know I judge as I’ve always done, I build these walls, I try to run. But can’t I see, can’t I feel, Be who I am, let myself heal? These days are tough, but I won’t fold, I’ll walk this path, both fierce and bold. With every ounce of strength I store, I’ll rise above, I’ll crave for more. They can’t reach me—I stand alone, My battles fought, my scars have grown. Can’t I see how I see, feel what I feel? Understand my truth, allow it to be real? I feel the fire, burning bright, I know the truth I hide from sight. I see the light I fear to show, I hear my voice—why can't I grow? Time after time, I rise, I fall, Mistakes I make, I face them all. The mirror’s gaze, a silent plea, To find the strength inside of me. I can’t stay locked in thoughts too long, I must break free, I must stay strong. Each glance I cast, a silent war, A fight for something worth much more. What’s on my mind? I can’t be clear. The help I need—so close, so near. How many days have I let slip? A fleeting dream, a fragile grip. Who am I? I’ve missed my touch, Pieces return, but never enough. Time after time, I’ll rise again, Pull myself from that bed of pain. Chase away shadows that cloud my sight, Lead myself toward healing light. Maybe it’s me who’s lost this fight, But what I feel still burns so bright. Sparks and embers won’t subside, God, surround me, be my guide. Melt me at dusk with quiet calm, Cool me at dawn, bring peace along. I see myself—a fractured view, But there's a part that's still so true. Keep what I have, don’t let it go, I hold a heart I need to know. Keep these words, don’t let them fade, Don’t hide the strength that’s always stayed. These words come swift, they rush, they bleed, I hope I see just what I need. Distance, time, and shadows stay, But this is life—I’ll find my way. Look deep inside, embrace the truth, Reclaim myself, restore my youth. 1-22-24