Piano and him

2025.05.13 Today, not as any other days, When I always was the first arrived at this place, Waiting for the piano to be available, For me to clean and press on the keyboard, To break the sound of silence Of the well lighted open space. Not far away, there was a chimney Covered under a huge cone, They were the centre place's icons. Some of the personnel of this Centre, Like the security guards, the cleaner, The maintenance workers, the new train station constructors, The goods deliveries staff and the train commuters, They rushed and walked pass me. Few stopped to pay me compliments. Lately, I could not play the piano well. There was one other reason But I preferred not to mention. Have I cheesed off with the piano? Or was I fed up with the same old songs, Played in the last 10 months. Lately, my memory failed me badly, I could not play new songs at all. Normally, I was able to remember How the music went After listening to them over and over again, But, now I could not do that any more. My emotional pain supposed to settle by now, But some how, it flared up again When I saw him on the Mothers' day evening. I was sure why he was there, What a painful excuse for him. Once a year to show your appreciation to a person, Who carried you inside her womb, Especially in his case, A single mother to raise four young children. Also according to his descriptions, His mother was the slowest person in the world When learning and understanding new things. It hurt me when hearing those words. The way he perceived his mother, As a person who has low IQ and not intelligent. To me, he appeared to be a very handsome, Fit, strong and wise mature person. Then why he remained being unattached. After three decades of adulthood. Well, it was because he was too picky. I was not suitable for him, not even as a friend, After all, I met only 66.66% of his requirements. We had same level of intelligent, Shared lot of common interest, Strongly believed in healthiness, Had 90% of the same passion And point of view in life. If that was not good enough in friendship Then I had no idea what it should be. Good luck to him in soul mates searching, Good luck to him in finding a soul mate with chemistry, Last but not, in finding a partner in life and having a family.