Personal Prison

I live in a personal prison
Four cement walls surround me
As I sit in my own solitary confinement
Though there was no crime committed here
I must stay inside
Because they say I am dangerous
They say I am unpredictable
They say I will ruin lives
They say I am an abomination
For the people I love
Mothers won't let me near their children
Because they fear I will turn them gay
They fear that I will scar them
They fear that they will start to question
Because of course that is every parents worst nightmare
Right
Having a ***** child?
Giving birth to someone who is odd
Different?
Not "Normal"
But what if I don't want to be normal
What if I want to learn things my own way
Certainly there is something worse than being not straight
I could be in this prison for a legitimate reason
But I guess that doesn't matter
Because apparently I ruin things
I remember when her father told me that I ruined his daughter
That I stole her from him
I remember when his father kicked him out
For dating a "fake girl"
Because my anatomy is supposed to define me
My skin is supposed to be my own personal prison
And sometimes, just sometimes I feel like it is.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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Clemons Avatar
May 25, 2015 at 7:50 PM
Brilliant poem, Brittany. Those topics not publicly discussed or embraced by the public can be depressing, leading that personal intangible prison. Great piece, enjoyable overall. Check out some of my poems. Might find some you like. Peace
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May 12, 2015 at 2:09 PM
it's one thing to be crazy but to be alone in a room can drive you insain just alone with your thought .. yikes lol, enjoyed your write~luv skat~
Kendrick Avatar
May 12, 2015 at 5:33 AM
Interesting work letting the emotions run free about a topic that is much discussed today..Sara
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