Personal Life Story of Mine
Those days when it was just you and I
You was the only one I caught feelings for
The angel in my heart and the apple of my eye
And a precious diamond that I couldn't ignore
We was the perfect two living out our dream
All was fine and we'd last forever it would seem
But who would've guess that it was all a lie
When I found out that your heart also loved another
I tried my best to be strong but I wanted to cry
Showed her the finer things and treated her like no other
A queen and poured out my heart to show it was real
Even wrote poetry to express to you how I feel
I didn't care about anyone else because I loved you
But in the end looking back at what we've been through
Days fighting trying to show I care is now lost
And in the end heartache and heartbreak was the cost
Things feel so different as I know I did the best that I could
Slowly I try to drift away but she crawls back slowly as she would
The other man is a player and she calls out missing me
Part of me just wants to turn the other way and say let it be
But the other half still loves her and needs her again
To stop the nightmare and cease the lasting pain
Chance after chance I let her back in my world
To in the end wind up being left bitter and cold
Is it wrong if I said a part of me still cares about her
Because when we started out she was perfect like no other
She only loved me and all she saw was a way to be free
Treated like a queen and a passion full of gold she would see
As hard as I tell myself I don't love her I know I'm wrong
Because she was the peace I needed to be so strong
All the memories I try to burn but can't light the match
For my heart and soul still need her and are so attach
To those days when we was perfect together
And my sunlight to protect me from the dark weather
As she crawls back again begging me to talk to her again
The scars and the bruises of the past still remain
Which half should I choose if you was me
Talk to her again or like a ghost disappear and leave her be
Copyright © Marcel Curtis | Year Posted 2016
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