Perplexity

i m not able to write anything, my mind is stuck up with something. hope someone could pull me back, i think i m searching for one that i lack. could someone help me to take me there? i cant do this alone, i swear! what the hell is wrong with me? i beg for peace and wanna stay free. why is it always me , who has to suffer? the story of my life is that.....buffer. to escape from this, i m neither smart enough nor clever , get me a solution , i ll take care of it further and forever. i would call this a state of perplexity, you would lend hands if u truly pity. i know neither the questions nor the answers , i should know these to be in par with the life advisers .