Perplexing Bipolar Phases

I am so mellow and quiet… As calm as a midnight jet… I need some sort of outlet… Give me something more than this...regret I did not mean to get upset... I just wanted you to be feeling alright Remember the day we first met? It was a wondrous time in daylight In a daze, I smile shyly at you tonight I take flight after being in captivity for so long I trek a mile just to be as high as a kite In a phase, I frown away negativity all along Oh, I give praise to the Lord Most High The love I concealed inside, can't deny I'm in a bipolar manic, but I still love You I'm in a bipolar manic and the past, can't undo I am so yellow and bright… Like a sun-shining star tonight… Show me the path that is right I need your love to be fulfilled beyond...sight I did not mean to get upset... I just wanted you to be feeling alright Remember the day we first met? It was a wondrous time in daylight In a daze, I smile shyly at you tonight I take flight after being in captivity for so long I trek a mile just to be as high as a kite In a phase, I frown away negativity all along Oh, I give praise to the Lord Most High The love I concealed inside, can't deny I'm in a bipolar manic, but I still love You I'm in a bipolar manic and the past, can't undo Saw what you've been through all along... Lord, I still believe I have done You wrong... Flawed from the start like an unfinished song... Remaining numb in my loneliness, longing to...belong I did not mean to get upset... I just wanted you to be feeling alright Remember the day we first met? It was a wondrous time in daylight In a daze, I smile shyly at you tonight I take flight after being in captivity for so long I trek a mile just to be as high as a kite In a phase, I frown away negativity all along Oh, I give praise to the Lord Most High The love I concealed inside, can't deny I'm in a bipolar manic, but I still love You I'm in a bipolar manic and the past, can't undo I'm in a bipolar manic… Feeling like a maniac… My muse is abusing me once more But, I will endure to the deepest...core Drunk by shots Of shameful delight I'm in a bipolar manic in a panic… I'm morbidly a forlorning fanatic… You accuse me with abtrusing thoughts, Leave me feeling sore as my soul...rots I try with my might, But what for?