Peace No Pills

I feel like I need to cry but there are no tears left. I guess I'm not as fearless As I wanted to be, As I wanted you to believe, To see only the strength in me And nothing else. I've never felt More or less Helpless For lack of better words. I feel the need to scream, Let out all the frustration in me, But my voice won't come, And I don't know what I've done To deserve this Helpless, Uncontrollable feeling Taking over me. It's getting hard to breathe, And the pills in the cabinet look better every time I look at them. I, Well, I honestly feel the need for them to help take this pain away, To give me peace to face another day, Some later date In time, But I'll be fine. No pills required, Despite the desire. I'll survive. I'll find my peace of mind, My peace in my life.