Part 1

You would always tell me we don't have much in common Yet I think art is our biggest similarity Our creative minds are amazing separate It would almost be dangerous what we could do together I've definitely gone off course and need to find myself again I know exactly how to do it now too I don't have to run from my feelings I don't have to lie to myself which would make me lie to others I would convince myself things weren't real and I was pretty good at that too I know what I need and I'm not running anymore I know when I'm back to who I am how much I have to fight to keep it this way I'm constantly being tested whether to talk to this one or that but I know I have to follow direction People I never would think that just shows me how real this is There's so much in my mine that I want to do and can't figure out just how to do it I don't even know how to put in words what I envision Someday that switch will go on I just hope I catch it in time I know how to love my soul was just deteriorating but I'm given a new chance the ransom was paid and I know even more now what that means I hope in the end you respect my decisions and don't continue to fight me on them I feel like a Princess already