Paranoid Psychosis

My paranoid thoughts have interrupted again Believing people are looking at me The makings of an intense atmosphere and feeling like a freak There are too many squabbling voices in my head Creating so much pain making me feel tense This aching head from noise inside makes no sense What you see with me is not what you get Relaying alternate thoughts which change and steal What I’m feeling inside is so unreal Why can’t they get out of my mind? I can’t cope or need their voices and their lies I just want to make them suffer and drain Why do I let this paranoia frenzy play these games?