Paranoia

I am in pain With a feeling that I can't explain All I know it's difficult to contain I feel like pulling down the curtain But as a man I have to maintain And find a way to sustain Instead of being the one to complain Surrounded by sadness happiness I must claim I have nothing to gain if I remain in this chain I have to stop to entertain the paranoia in my brain Before I fall of track like an unbalanced train