Parallel Heavyn

I’m going cray-cray some say…crazy in love, baby…
But, hey, I’m feeling fine up in here
Boldness and bravery today…went through me…
Shedded a tear with no fear…fear…
I’m corny and punny all in one
I’m the sun that shines…much like His Son
Perpendicular and parallel lines fill my day
Shapes and sizes fill me with a shimmering ray
Geometric geniuses and geography gracefully mix together as one
Gingerly, I walk away...then, in utter despair, the war has begun
A war my mind can only fathom...
I'm feelin' titaniumb (strong and numb)...
Succumbing to serving others’ with love, affection and hope
Numbing the pain of insane rain and it’s a train that won’t stop…
Now is the time to somehow bring me back to life
Peace out with no second thought trace of strife
I don't feel like myself at times
I'm sorry I'm shy sometimes
I just don't like you anymore...everything hurts from the inside out
I just don't love you no more...I'm dripping with dangerous doubt
I put my hopes up...
Now, they are low
But, the air of flair grows inside me
Confident raindrops push aside the envy
Joy, peace, love, faith, you name it, has come to me suddenly
God's Spirit is here and there...now, I clearly see...
Or, at least I'm a delusional dreamer
At the greatest, I'm creamier than cream itself...
I'm sweet, then bitter, then sour...
I'm sorry that you've hit your final hour
The clock is chiming and you keep on sighing
You love life, so live it properly...fully...full of recovery...live it to the fullest and try your best to pass any test...
Any tribulation or hardship you may tackle down is good for you in the long run
You are just living life for the foolish fun - stop and think...pay attention...listen, hun
I'm a delusional dreamer
I'm a delusional dreamer
I'm...a...delusional...dreamer...
I wasn't meant to be a nightmare...
But, it seems like that in the mirror...
I need Your love, Your hope, Your cheer
Not this envy, sadness, ugliness, fear
There is a monster in all of us...
Tame it with angels, not demons, man
I can recall good times...I hear you fuss and cuss and it hurts me...come back to us and hop on the sympathy bus
I think I can...I think I can...I believe I can...
I lost my train of thought,
But not my sense of humility 
Drop your guard and swallow your pride
I'm done with you
I'm done with you...
Bossing me around 
You don't know what I've gone through
I felt left out out of the blue...
Where's my other shoe? Where's my other shoe?
Laughter fills my day
You're having it your way
While I'm here, typing this poem in sadness
God, help me, help all...through this madness
End distress
Begin success
Give us adrenalin rushes from your happiness
I pursuit it with cheerfulness, merriness
How lovely, how delightful
How grand, how frightful
You've come out to be
I'm sorry, I'm not you, baby
No remorse...please, no more remorse
I'm getting out of the tune and you are off course
Of course
I want to sing...and bring you happiness and joy
I don't want to be manipulated like a torn-apart toy
I don't know - heads up, 7-up...
I sometimes feel like giving up
But, that means giving in 
You'll be with me through thick and thin
I'm happy and then, I'm not
You're happy and I forget
Why do I sit here and rot?
Why do I soak in so much regret?
Watching the crows soar
Watching the doves soar
I'm feeling free to the core
I love you more and more...
Yet, there's so much more in store...
You're the one that I adore...
Watching the sky soar vibrantly...
Watching the sun shine violently
Watching the moon shimmer anew...
I am just sick with dem luv flu...
It's nothing new really
I'm just a delusional daydreamer
I'm just a delusional daydreamer
I'm just...a forlorn wild child...
That's soon-to-be mild

Copyright © | Year Posted 2016



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