Pained Brain

Pretend to depend on me
Friend, you always call me baby
Breaking free from the chains of shame
Falling down...like an outcast without a name

There's a pain in my brain 
I'm like an ongoing train
It's like the sound of continual rain
It sticks onto me like a stain
Refrain from driving me insane
I lost my train of thought in vain 
I dropped it into the ever-churning drain
I can't stand feeling disdain
There's nothing I can gain
I'm driving into a dark, lonely lane
I can't get rid of this pangs of pain

You mend me with your wings of freedom
You send me off to the odd stars above
You do see right through me unlike some
You bend the rules a tad, my devil love

There's a pain in my brain 
I'm like an ongoing train
It's like the sound of continual rain
It sticks onto me like a stain
Refrain from driving me insane
I lost my train of thought in vain 
I dropped it into the ever-churning drain
I can't stand feeling disdain
There's nothing I can gain
I'm driving into a dark, lonely lane
I can't get rid of this pangs of pain

Close to falling apart...from the start
Shattered in your hands...as if I mattered
Your map is beyond a simple chart 
My brain is screwed up and running round insane...the beads of time scattered

There's a pain in my brain 
I'm like an ongoing train
It's like the sound of continual rain
It sticks onto me like a stain
Refrain from driving me insane
I lost my train of thought in vain 
I dropped it into the ever-churning drain
I can't stand feeling disdain
There's nothing I can gain
I'm driving into a dark, lonely lane
I can't get rid of this pangs of pain

Young still and trapped in a sunlit daze
Strong-willed and stubborn...my wild spirit strays
My eyes are burning from the fires of your desire
But, honey, I'm afraid you can't step foot on my empire

There's a pain in my brain 
I'm like an ongoing train
It's like the sound of continual rain
It sticks onto me like a stain
Refrain from driving me insane
I lost my train of thought in vain 
I dropped it into the ever-churning drain
I can't stand feeling disdain
There's nothing I can gain
I'm driving into a dark, lonely lane
I can't get rid of this pangs of pain

Scorch me with your tranquilizing torch
You sent me your porcelain love on my front porch
Mesmerized by your memorable melody in my whirling head of doubt
I'm sorry I had to let you go for so long...I guess we went our seperate route

There's a pain in my brain
I lost my mind long ago 
Bitter clouds, releasing rain
Awaiting the dawn's glow
There's a pain...
In my brain again and again...
There's this disease
That's putting me no where close to at ease
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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