Pain Has No Limits

I feel so much weight from this world, This pain embedded in my heart left untold, Every breath I take to the devil I wish I sold, But thy hand might my soul came to fold, Yet memories remain scarred my life scared,looking in the enemies eyes and see how they glad,wish i was prepared for heaven and hell from my mothers silent womb,taking each day as it comes and nursing its wounds, Attachments so profound lost I found us be without her guidance,house just bearing a political number no longer a home,the grass greener from the irrigation of everyday tears, Time doesn't always heal old wounds but it procrastinates us from reunion with our loved ones,a family once so damn,let me wipe these tears from my paining smile,try living a day,a minute,a second without your current mother,sister,can u feel the void we try daily to fill or avoid,I surely miss my sister and how will I love again when all we get attached to leaves without saying goodbye,God exist but the agony persist too,by the time many realize,some will be celebrating or mourning my demise,its my reality