Pain and Agony

"Pain and Agony", As my heart pumps out the foul taste of despair on to the highway of emotions with a drop of a tear and the feelings of fear. I walk the path of loneliness and enter the memories of my past, then breathe in the stale air of our immediate pain knowing the future offers the same. I then shut the windows of lust and closed the curtain of vain realizing love is not something just taken, but earned and still not certain and sometimes a burden. The pain is heavy, I've lost my way lord, I've lost my sanity. The memories play like a rerun in my head. Oh God, I wish I was dead. I take my tool of destruction and place it in the hand of confusion and start the motion and place it to the storage of all this commotion. As I sit stuck in here, once was a temple, now a pile of rubble. My body is numb and filled with clarity, I pull the trigger of immortality and that's the end of instability and humility. Sincerely, Pain and Agony By Rowdy Yates