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Just another confession I'm still here despite my sinful nature, count that one as a blessing life is a still lesson and my teacher is still silent while I'm being tested and for the record every woman I encounter will always come second because I'm still trying to perfect the relationship with thou art in Heaven, so it seems nothing with me is ever what it seems even I agree that obviously I think I'm too much to please or is that just me, because of my past being deceived maybe I do have abandonment issues at the first signs of problems that appear to be big I rather leave but let's freeze frame, the past ten years I been chasing, the one who took me and yet still I forsake him so I'm pacing the lust of my flesh continue to put me on the fence so I'm no different from the world at times our sins are just different, so the question is do I stay single in Christ the path that I'm on doesn't guarantee I'll make it home every night, the cost is high and to die is gain forget living in comfort make disciples of all nations sick, blind, lost, & lame