Outcast

My thoughts hits deeper than I expected
More like a forlorn and lonely figure 
I think too hard and felt the world is against me
How harsh it is, they all made me feel like an outcast
Could this be true?, Questions I am still finding answers to
@Tomide

Eyes filled with tears 
 Heart filled with fears
What have I done? To be like this
I don't want to but it seems my destiny is written like this
@Hussainy

Just like NF I began my search and quest for answers
Unintended pulse drove me out of my lane 
My meticulous push made me realise
That even in the midst of friends I became an outcast
The journey I started, this I don't want to end
@Tomide

Am I different from what I thought I am? Why can't they just see me for who I am? 

I have suffered from loneliness no happiness and joy
They reject me and forbid me from playing with their children right when am a boy
Life is so unfair 
While other people live in happiness I live in despair  
I feel like committing suicide for I have not been treated in this world  with justice and fair
@ Hussainy

Well funnily enough,I realised I was riding a bicycle without pedals
Plunging headlong to looming dangers
Though,I don't mind not to be an outcast
Because amidst friends and the world,with mockery eyes and criticising fingers I embraced
I felt love and betrayal were my best friends
@Tomide

Tired of playing with myself 
It's natural to have a hate for oneself 
But what can I do I didn't climb up the step? 
It seems difficult but I have to figure it out myself
Without waiting for support,  encourage or help
@Hussainy

For all I want, a strong will to keep pushing further 
For loving this much,I drew strength and what I was given in accordance
The burns and hurts I still feel could lift me over the bridge of doom 
Still yet a feeble mind I possessed
An outcast I have become
@Tomide
 
On whom should I place the blame? 
On my parents who failed to protect my name? 
I know am a human just like them
I have a soul and a body just like them 
But whatever I did still not seems to please them because they think and always feel like am not of them 
@Hussainy

For it is the world against me 
I beg to know,if these feelings are not willed from within
Maybe I wouldn't be allowed to wallow deep in my thoughts
As I succumb to their claims,for an outcast I did still be 
For this are my intentions in my utmost perception
@Tomide

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