Our Baby

Scary dreams, darkened skys, down from the sky, angels cry, tummy clutched in shaking arms, dont it dare be there, or gone, once to be a mother at fifteen, lost in blood and stress and drugs, from a prisoner of rape, to one day able to be free, darkened dreams, falling skys, up from hell the devil survives, come and torment sweet innocent thoughts, tears falling, as darkness takes over the plot, happy mother, loving dad, i see my baby and i holding hands, his hand rubbing my tummy so soft, but its not tone at all, a large round lump sticks up, gosh, somehow i just felt it kick, and the dreams remain sweet for moments then, wake up in the middle of the night, a familliar appartment is all in sight, plus my baby sprawled out on the bed, the way he sleeps like a rock, he almost looks dead, but to the bathroom i soon do walk, i gotta go potty, no time to stop and talk, arms wrap around stomach pain, fall down on cool tile, try to breath in vain, crimpson, look, watch as i bleed, not again, oh no, this couldnt be, NIIIIIICKK!! its all i can scream, NIIIICKKKK! as i sit there and bleed, stunned, shocked, a broken heart, he hears my calls, an urgent sound, races down the hall and stops at what hes found, his girlfriend, sitting on the bathroom floor, shaking, bleeding, a miscarrage as the source, oh god, oh gosh, its all he thinks, then he stops, looks in my eyes, and sees, my lips are quivering, paused on his name, the sound, my stomach clutched, my arms suddenly fall down, he comes over wraps me bloodily in his arms, shh its okay, his words are magick charms, the tears come fast, their pouring out, they mix with his, we're both crying now, goodbye our baby, goodbye our love, up to heaven, sleep tight above, time to shower, off the remains, then restless sleep again, hello my baby, hello my love, i lost our baby, ive broke our heart...