Ouch

I'm so strong, never hurt due to popular belief, Yet total anguish hide's just underneath. I can't even explain, I wouldn't know where to begin, But a lifetime of pain lie's just under my skin. Hurt is something that I've had to get use to, I'm lost, I'm tired and I'm broken, with no idea what i am to do. My mind, my soul and my heart are totally compact, I'm battered, I'm bruised and I'm massively cracked. When it comes to chances, I've always had the worst, What did I expect when my name is actually "kirst" (cursed) 38 year's old and still no luck yet, Am I under some kind of karmertic debt.? And I am someone who people adore, When I want to be invisible, and couldn't hate being me more. I've no family, no boyfriend and not one good friend, Will this misfortune of mine ever actually end, Somehow I am gifted with healing powers and spirituality from the universe above, I fix the broken, advice, self belief, self confidence, and tones of self love, I seriously can't understand why I am the super glue, Giving everyone all my time, my love and my energy too Greatful for what little I have, I survive everything, and surviving on my own, With nothing in return and still feeling totally alone, I'm praying destiny has something beautiful for me in-store, As I don't think this women can hold it all together if I or take to much more.