Orphaned From the Worlds I Knew

Orphaned from the worlds I knew My abandoned gods!!! I fear to love through eyes my heart has only known darkness The despise, the reasons I never knew the chirping dark alley ways put a fear of loneliness prayed never to lose anyone, day and night Only grew to be stranger, only afraid to ever to love through eyes. Now my mouth has gone dry, words have vanished and vaporised in fires. My abandoned gods are these what you need for your gurudakshina, for life lessons accepting through pyres My heart in loneliness my heart deep in thought my heart's blood through veins flickered the thumb fearing what fate had more to stain on life disdained, despised, disturbed I remain retreated to my silence taught in my mother's womb wish I have never seen the world wish I have never known a word wish I have never uttered a sound nowhere; I am beaten now here with stockholm syndrome for the hate, out from the universe.