One Time In My Life

Every morning I wake in a night mare Finding my self in a hospital bed A haunting memory from my pass That could never leave my head It was a very dark period of time That has never left my life A dagger was send thru my heart Making life a struggle to survive I never written about this experience So No one knows my silent torture About the girl who betrayed me When I was in my darkest hour We use to talk about the future About marriage, kids and lots more And the sad thing is that we didn’t Get the chance to open that new door Instead my heart were torn to pieces And laid scattered on the floor At that time I give up on life I just didn’t want to live any more My heart was squeezing so hard I was wishing to die every day Locking my self away from the world Living with loneliness that won’t go away A broken heart does hurt like hell And I don’t know how I survive to be here today So many times she tries to say sorry after But I didn’t want to hear a word she had to say She was force to marry another While I laid unconscious on a hospital bed And when she heard that I was alive At that moment she wishes she was dead She said she has always love me And it was the action of her father Who couldn’t see the love in her heart? He was blinded by the sign of the dollar Some parents control their children’s lives And arrange marriage against their will And leaving an emptiness in the hearts That only their true love can fill She says she is sorry many years after And I forgive her what had been done At that time I thought I knew love But I know now she was not my chosen one A truck had run up the sidewalk and hit me And every one thought I had died But god wasn’t ready for me that night And its only today I know the reason why It was so I could meet and fall in love With the woman that god has created for me And before our paths can be crossed I had to walk the bridge of life’s misery I live a life of pretending to smile While everyday was getting worst I spend time with the wrong people Who made my life a living curse? And as the years slowly passes by In my heart I can never age For though I travel thru the book of life I’m always stuck on the same page Although times in my Life was a living hell And my tears made invisible by the heat of fire I will gladly live it all over again For it leaded me to the woman my heart desires