One Time In My Life
Every morning I wake in a night mare
Finding my self in a hospital bed
A haunting memory from my pass
That could never leave my head
It was a very dark period of time
That has never left my life
A dagger was send thru my heart
Making life a struggle to survive
I never written about this experience
So No one knows my silent torture
About the girl who betrayed me
When I was in my darkest hour
We use to talk about the future
About marriage, kids and lots more
And the sad thing is that we didn’t
Get the chance to open that new door
Instead my heart were torn to pieces
And laid scattered on the floor
At that time I give up on life
I just didn’t want to live any more
My heart was squeezing so hard
I was wishing to die every day
Locking my self away from the world
Living with loneliness that won’t go away
A broken heart does hurt like hell
And I don’t know how I survive to be here today
So many times she tries to say sorry after
But I didn’t want to hear a word she had to say
She was force to marry another
While I laid unconscious on a hospital bed
And when she heard that I was alive
At that moment she wishes she was dead
She said she has always love me
And it was the action of her father
Who couldn’t see the love in her heart?
He was blinded by the sign of the dollar
Some parents control their children’s lives
And arrange marriage against their will
And leaving an emptiness in the hearts
That only their true love can fill
She says she is sorry many years after
And I forgive her what had been done
At that time I thought I knew love
But I know now she was not my chosen one
A truck had run up the sidewalk and hit me
And every one thought I had died
But god wasn’t ready for me that night
And its only today I know the reason why
It was so I could meet and fall in love
With the woman that god has created for me
And before our paths can be crossed
I had to walk the bridge of life’s misery
I live a life of pretending to smile
While everyday was getting worst
I spend time with the wrong people
Who made my life a living curse?
And as the years slowly passes by
In my heart I can never age
For though I travel thru the book of life
I’m always stuck on the same page
Although times in my Life was a living hell
And my tears made invisible by the heat of fire
I will gladly live it all over again
For it leaded me to the woman my heart desires
Copyright © Kasim Ishmael | Year Posted 2013
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