Once I Dreamed a Little Dream

it was of someone I once knew
but I did not yet know 
it was of love and kindness 
a union of spirit a familiar soul 
but this was only a dream 
drifting in my night 
my heart takes flight 
during summers sad moments 
all alone in dreams dreamt of you 
I feel you I know you or how you are not
this dream will linger in my heart 
when I awake the sadness returns
a bittersweet feeling of losing something 
unknown in a dream
like the drops of doom 
I could not shake years 
of isolation from my heart 
deep in my soul
were I not to chase the dream 
Would I not know the love of divinities' devotion?
If I don’t try…
…could I survive the inevitable
empty Room…
A soul takes when love breaks.
I pondered why you were sent 
once I found someone 
a time long ago
Someone to have N to hold 
someone I never knew 
I was afraid of it 
afraid it would feel small n fall away 
like my dreams dreamt along the way 
and I will feel weak and lie awake 
wondering why
I would walk in the afterthoughts of you
I awake with the sadness 
from a Dream, I once Dreamt 
of you or someone I thought I knew
It will return as bittersweet feelings
I could not scrub away 
the feelings like bitter thick dew, 
maybe that was my fear
bloody and cruel, 
I could not run from dreams dreamt of you
Afraid it would break a fragile image of you
until I woke and that feeling did not flee
Was not fragile or fleeting like morning dew
As this was reality  
a dark but sweet feeling 
I felt memory cover me
I try not to flee 
I did not want to shake 
your future visions free
As you are sold real mine to hold
years still come and go 
always something new 
And now I will dream a different dream 
of one spent forever with you
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December 14, 2021 at 5:46 PM
Jehiel this was chilling and so beautiful because it resonated on a personal level. What I enjoy the most about poetry is that the moment that the right string of words is threaded together, it can tap into every fiber of that particular emotion asking to be felt.
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December 15, 2021 at 6:11 PM
Thanks for your kind words. Thanks again!
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