Once

couldn't give you my heart when what's left of it is not enough to share. washed away in the rough current of streams that started out as a leaking faucet's tears. I would hold her in my arms ,not knowing what am I supposed to feel? paranoia would whisper to me when lips kiss, could there be other men that these lips conceal? I once would of loved you deeply and never would I drown. love once had me at a lost for words but at the hands of "amazing grace" thank god I am found. time to love myself ,take me as I am , these words I speak to the image of my own reflection. once asked , why so shy?, why so quiet?, not knowing what should really matter is the answers to my very own questions. once upon a time I would of .......but now it just doesn't seem fair. an uneven exchange where I give you my heart but in return you give me back my very own tears.