On Wings

I would like to fly away  
to soar in the wind, to dip and glide
and be detached and apart from all reality
      where the past shrouds my life
      although sealed by a door chained . . .
      Oh, to flutter on the edge of memory
      to tremble and hover grasping
like a breathtaking butterfly with gossamer wings
                            but then, then . . .
        the cold finger of the past comes creeping
          monsters and sorrows that shatter my soul
and the beautiful is lost in the carnage
leaving me to this eternal sadness
so, I keep the door to the past closed . . .
                             with padlock and heavy chains
      and the battle with anguish and happiness
      rages endlessly hidden 
      why can it not rest in peace . . .
      But the past is a strong warrior and I,  but a butterfly
                              with gossamer wings
        yet from time to time
          a whispering memory finds a way
from under that weighty door
and I hold that sweetness 
                                 to my heart . . .
                                 

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May 7, 2017

Poetry/Free Verse/on wings
Copyright Protected, ID 17-898-691-0
All Rights Reserved.  Written under Pseudonym.

Submitted to the contest, 25 lines
sponsor, Brian Strand


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Watson Avatar
March 1, 2020 at 10:17 AM
Congratulations on your win in Greg's recent contest, Constance. I'm glad that it led me to read the poem in its entirety. Beautifully written.
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March 1, 2020 at 11:26 AM
Wendy, thank you for the congratulations and the beautiful _Constance
Dietrich Avatar
May 10, 2017 at 7:21 PM
So beautiful, Constance. I'm happy to see you on this winners' list. Congratulations.
Richards Avatar
May 8, 2017 at 5:10 PM
The anguish is evident, amidst the beauty of the soul. As always a stunning write from you ! Congratulations, Constance!
La France Avatar
May 9, 2017 at 9:54 AM
Carrie thanks for visiting my poem and for that nice comment, and congratulations.
May Avatar
May 8, 2017 at 3:52 PM
Congrats on a fine win BW
La France Avatar
May 9, 2017 at 9:55 AM
Joseph, thanks for visiting my poem and for the congratulations.
Sathasivam Avatar
May 8, 2017 at 8:31 AM
Excellent. Beautifully written, Enjoyed reading it. Thanks for sharing it.
La France Avatar
May 9, 2017 at 9:57 AM
Ravi thanks for visiting my poem and for the beautiful.
Green Avatar
May 8, 2017 at 7:20 AM
Wow my friend, this was incredible. I loved everything about this beautiful poem of sadness and happiness and the battles we fight in our mind to keep the bad memories out.
La France Avatar
May 9, 2017 at 9:57 AM
Chris thanks for dropping by and for that lovely comment.
Wolf Avatar
May 7, 2017 at 10:36 PM
A stunning write, Constance! Thoroughly enjoyed it! Best of luck to you
La France Avatar
May 9, 2017 at 9:59 AM
Wolf thanks for visiting my poem and for the stunning
Roper Avatar
May 7, 2017 at 9:13 PM
Wonderful write, Constance, luck in the contest hugs Eve
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May 9, 2017 at 10:00 AM
Eve thanks for visiting my poem and for the the wonderful
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