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On the Later Day Yesterday Evening I Felt --Inadequate My Spokenword-

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I didn't do nothing
I didn't do enough

I was after fact;
 I was feeling inadequate;
I felt like I didn't have a chance to help you out;
 I was deficient, faulty felt incompetent ;

I didn't do anything
I didn't do enough

I was lacking incomplete ;
Sketch and unequal spoke;
I had listen to the wrong voice;
Them "thoughts" rob me of my God given propose;

Those feelings those thoughts;
Speaking against my heart;

The negativity, embraced me ;
Inconsiderable I felt lousy;
And yellow like a lemon;
Borderline miserable;

I bear weak I was barring scanty depleted short, I felt defeat;
But I was caring, yet I felt sterile;
In an instant I felt too little and unproductive; unworthy, not helpful walls me what's the use
Why? Did I feel this way; 
Because I only had two ways;

One was to encourage you- 
Be there for you- 
Embrace you- 
Be sure for you-
Pray for you- 
Just be!

But yet I felt in lack and incapable and unqualified unproductive;
Found wanting I was spares and thought I was failing you;
Because in the moment didn't know what todo or say to you;
It hurts to see you hurt (hurting I don't like that on you;

Where's my Father when I need Him
A heart of mine is hurting and I'm bleeding 
When all these feelings of not;
I paused and rested and said to myself (out loud)

Whiles in my heart beats the sound....

 I am not inadequate 
I did my part    (I am here)
if not but only three things I did
 I care
I listen 
and I was there, I AM HERE

~a thought came to my mind I'm "enough"
         cuz GOD DON'T MAKE NOTHING INADEQUATE
                 HE SPEAKS LIFE AND LOVE IN THAT IS MORE THAN ENOUGH~

12/27/22
WRITTEN WORDS BY JAMES EDWARD LEE SR © 2022

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