On My Own

So alone inside
Tears in my soul
For I am so far away
From everyone
I feel so numb inside
Lifeless as a corpse
Superficial smiles
Imitating life around me
A spectacular performance
You haven't seen the real me 
And you never will

Suspicion arises
Scrutinizing every word
That is spoken to me
Not able to discern
A friend from a foe
Wishing I was invisible
But, needing the adoration
That these heartless vultures 
Shower on me
So addicting 
Like a drug
And so deadly
To my soul
Reminding me again
That I am on my own
Without a friend in the world
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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November 22, 2009 at 5:01 AM
You are your best friend in the whole world, you are never alone, take a look at my poem, Your Soul And Your Spirit Is Really You! I hope it helps, love Simone
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