On and Off

Me and my mistress are always on and off We leave each other many times, but we go back again This makes me doubt if we were really in love Or real love gives so much distress and pain I say " i will never be back" every time we apart And " I've had enough, i should find another" But then she comes doing the things that affect my heart So I "find" that we both are back again to each other Then I think of my leaving her, so myself I blame And say:" how could I leave my soulmate, my sweetheart!" Before she right away returns the same And does "again" the things that made us apart So on like this, me and my girl, are on and off And still I wonder:" What is this kind of love?!!"