Often I Think of Him

Often I think of him 
his sweet quick smile
bright blue eyes
smooth clear skin 
I dream of him water skiing
playing ball  
hockey with friends 
so young and strong 
sometimes he is reaching for me
for a goodby hug which hurts the most
because he never did say goodby 
the night he died 
it was so sudden there was no time 
to really know what was happening 
my last embrace of shock and pain 
so sharp it could have been a knife 
piercing my very soul 
a vicious kick in the stomach 
an agony like no other 
none even close since 
my boy, my child 
my heart ripped out ragged and torn 
throbbing in wait of relief
from a constant nightmare
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Lindley Avatar
July 6, 2014 at 7:34 AM
A heart breaking write. Congrats on your win!!
Gasun Avatar
July 6, 2014 at 1:02 AM
Congratulations on your great poem and win my dear friend Betty. I love it. Thank u so much for sharing. love and hugs, Leonora
A. Sharma Avatar
July 5, 2014 at 4:42 AM
Extremely sad n emotive Betty ! Very well penned , congrats on huge win!
Mehta Avatar
July 5, 2014 at 12:17 AM
Very touching write, Betty, and congrats on the win,
Dey Avatar
July 4, 2014 at 11:04 PM
Congratulation on you lovely win
Smith Avatar
July 4, 2014 at 5:51 PM
So heart wrenching dear... Hugs Tim
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July 4, 2014 at 10:30 AM
Happy 4th Betty,, Congratulations, thank you EVER SO SO much... Keep Enjoying my contest, and my latest blog "Some Poems Are:" if you like. See you around, :) LINDA
Kos Avatar
April 30, 2014 at 12:24 AM
So touching, so real. Admirably written. Best wishes -- ivo
Mehta Avatar
April 27, 2014 at 10:56 PM
Congratulations on the fine win with this lovely write, Betty
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April 27, 2014 at 2:25 PM
Hi Betty, congratulations:) , I have a fun blog for all my winning poems. Stop by and enjoy IF YOU LIKE. Just in case you don't know which blog belongs to this particular contest. Here's the link, http://www.poetrysoup.com/poetry_blogs/blog_detail.aspx?BlogID=22228&PoetID=18720 Drop by and leave a smile. Hugs ~LINDA~
Hunter Avatar
April 16, 2014 at 2:53 PM
Betty, I can't imagine this feeling and never want to....strong poetry from such a deep sadness...mercy.
Gibson Avatar
April 9, 2014 at 12:25 PM
Betty, I feel as though I know you; I certainly know your pain. I felt each line myself when my son died. Thank you, friend, for commenting on my poems.
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