Of Your Time

Fear paralyses me As the tears pour down And my heart breaks Ever so slowly The waiting is worst Without answers or hints or Even a look to go off of If you were around I could read you The weight on my chest It's hard to breathe The simplest song releases The next wave of pain Why can't we just Live like in my dreams The fairy-tales in my head The happy couple, forever after Me head pounds Calls for a drink Or a pill or a shot or Anything to erase these thoughts My hope waivers But never dies As I wait patiently and painfully For you to remember me I scribble lines And pray for word To a god I don't believe in But what else can I do Your intelligence Your talent Your beauty and love Perfection I don't deserve Yet that look in your eyes On the rare occasion When you look into mine Is worth the wait for each stolen moment You see I'm helpless Hopeless at your feet Begging for a scrap Of your time, of your time