Of Pots and Pans

Taking a derelict path,
With a semblance of security,
Though only a whisker of it
I leave for the past 
Which seems not far
But still out of reach
I am thoroughly afraid 
For I am to face my decisions again
But
My itchy toes take me back
To the day when I considered myself 
A free young man
And
I remember not feeling 
Like an empty pot or pan 
turned upside down
utterly useless.
I am now
In limbo
Turning back and searching for the time
When I was considered a worthy being 
While being extremely carefree and happy
I was as worthy as the old men of the house
And was not thought of as 
just a bootless admirer of their art
I was deemed a perfect member
of the highly regarded family I belonged to
for simply riding a horse
And treating the peasants in a cavalier fashion
A king’s man I was accounted
But soon 
I had a stubble
I was ready to take on any role
Even if I was offered 
The role of a pot or that of a pan
I remained duteous at home
Always at their disposal
But my worth was deemed lesser than a penny
For I remained unemployed
And slow-witted
And soon I let my austere employers
take over my body
And 
If I don’t transition into 
my past, laid back self soon
They will take over my mind
And I shall be to them 
Merely
A vessel that can be used
or turned upside down
And 
even shattered 
at their convenience.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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December 30, 2020 at 2:20 AM
Hauntingly sad. Lovely poetry. God B L E S S you always and Happy New Year
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