Odds and Ends

Lone in the nightmare of the day I dream And go beyond its comforting stream Around hopes fountain I phantomly sit Confused yet happy at a dramatic skit Wafting through the years with conditions Dancing to songs of hope’s warm invention I remember the part I fell beneath a trench Where my elixir of love was utterly quenched Words fell from my mouth like a baby’s droll Buried by its tides under a moonlight pool I Fought inner demons with my bare hands Reverting dreadful void in my ego strands I tremble loosing myself in the maelstrom Yet I felt the pain until it hurt no more I shout into the void my jagged thoughts In the velvet dim of the night scape And in the unrelenting mayhem of it all I found lost verses In the christened twilight Somewhere beyond the halted rainbow I rise from my feeble frailty to find my halo I take a look back through the stills i took. locked deep within my heart like closed book Everything I am and everything am not Untethered by these ways my old self Begot.