Ocean Daydream

My minds at sea’s, afar reaching dreams Sitting, feeling the sand’s warmth giving; Chasing fears and overthinkings How I’ve been this past two prevalent years? me watching myself Struggling and did nothing again, Distraught of feelings.. Feelings of weighing things.. am I capable of suffering? Chaotic places and people’s mind blowing Little did I know, I am one of them; Somewhat in the darkest hour; in my gigantic memory, I have to deal with life before it kills me. Hearing voices of negativity; lying under this pine tree, Smelling the ocean’s air, home I can tell, Watching sea of clouds like dandelions dancing; And my dog Panda’s suddenly glanced back at me; Oh there, I find that inner beauty beyond humanity; Caught myself smiling back at her; Oh I remember this life I truly care..