Nothing Zilch Nada Zero

sometimes i hear the evening rain
i hear it in the middle of the day

the downtown bus that goes to your town
passes my office window. 
i still haven’t mustered up the nerves
to jump from my building and board it.

i haven’t been able to clean your scent
from my apartment. i’ve tried.
thinking back, i realize now, you were never there
i was just a park bench you frequented for a while.

even the flowers i’d bring you would sit, until it put them in water.
i can’t stand flowers these days.

i thought i’d have the strength 
to lift the blinds, to open the shutters
to let some light back into my life. i’m in the dark, blind.
who knew love could be so dangerous, so deadly?

this is the part that would make you laugh out loud
still i would do it again.

“what’s your poison" said the bartender
but how could i explain it to him?
explain that it is you. 

sometimes i hear the evening rain 
i hear it in the middle of the day.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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A   Avatar
March 21, 2015 at 7:29 PM
Well, I am glad to be back myself.. oddly it was because of my daughter too... But we are good now. Thank you...LINDA
A   Avatar
March 21, 2015 at 5:32 PM
:):) I MISSED SO MANY OF YOUR REPLIES.... SORRY MY FRIEND... I'M NOT STAYING AWAY, NO MORE.... ALWAYS... YOUR TAGGING FRIEND...I HOPE YOU ARE BACK..... LINDA
Yvonne Avatar
March 21, 2015 at 7:19 PM
I am back, but still dealing with issues with my daughter. Still we will be good. I'm back! Always happy when you visit me!
Miller Avatar
October 7, 2014 at 12:14 PM
So interesting. Thanks
A   Avatar
September 10, 2014 at 9:11 PM
I feel so bad now. Thanks for visiting my poems over and over...??
Yvonne Avatar
September 10, 2014 at 9:18 PM
never with me Linda never feel bad. so happy to play.
A   Avatar
September 10, 2014 at 8:25 PM
Nothing Zilch Nada Zero, is happening around my place. The fear of light, on my dinner plate... Good Night my friend... LINDA
Yvonne Avatar
September 10, 2014 at 8:52 PM
GoodNight. Sleep Tighty In Your Nighty.
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