Nothing

Dear agony, must you torcher me so? my heart was alive again, i wanted love again, so much. now you leave me to suffer slowly, must it be like this? i once held his eyes in my soul, so suddenly they dissapear. i once had warmth in my corps, now i have nothing but my entombment. let me go, release me from this prison. bury me in the ground, please. please dont bury me, i feel nothing, i feel nothing. faceless enemy, you cant even look at me. stolen my breath already, and i have found my end. must it be like this? he once provided light in my world, so suddenly the lights go out. unable to breath. leave me alone, just let me go, he once provided warmth in my heart, now i am blue with cold. ive shut myself down, i have nothing left to give, i feel nothing, i feel nothing. stolen my emotion, he once provided emotion, suffering slowly, beneath my skin crawls the cold. im disapearing into the dirt nothing is left, so far from this world. let go of me, suffering so slowly. im so sorry. i feel nothing, i feel nothing any more.