Not What I Wished For

You're not what I wanted yesterday, but a lot can change in a day Any contact with you changes my mood drastic, good or bad depending on what you say This isn't at all what I expected love to be like When I was a child it all seemed like magic but this just seems like a nightmare I willingly keep replaying Maybe though this is just what it's like And the child in me is overreacting I need to grow up and be miserable Just like everybody else around me