Not so happily ever after

Who am I to think by the age of 25 I would have it all together? I thought I would have a happily ever after I thought I would know everything by now but all I know is that you’ll never be what I need you to be for me I know that you’ll put your needs before me You hurt me and I hurt you You blame me and I put the blame back onto you I feel like you don’t care and it makes me do crazy things I really do love you but I have to love me too I’m sorry if it comes off as I don’t care I wanted a happily ever after with you but I guess this roller coaster ride might come to an end I don’t know if we’ll grow in time Why do we argue all the time? We argued when we should’ve been next to each other Loving on one another I know we were meant for each other Why can’t everything just go smooth? Lately, why is everything ruining my mood? I’m so mad lately Maybe it’s because you haven’t touched me in ways I would think about all the time My body is yours My heart is only designed to fit into your hands There’s no other man that has me but you My stupid heart just won’t let go of you